Hi kids. I feel ill. Ill like I have a fever… but I am pretty sure I don’t. I just feel icky for some reason. I hate when I try and convince myself that I have a fever because then I’ll have to be all like:
Me: “You’re not sick.”
Me Again: “I know… but I feel… not well.”
Me: “Deal with it.”
Me Again: “You’re mean…”
Me: Do you want to be sick?”
Me Again: “No…”
Me: “Then it’s settled.”
…and so on. I really feel kind of bad though. I wish my hands weren’t always freezing in winter or I might be able to fell if my head was warm or not. Poor me. I am also wearing the Reeser shirt that Melody made for me. I miss Melly… I think I will try and call her again tomorrow. I miss my friends.
I also went to dinner tonight with Sam, Brittany, Josh, Alicia, and my Chris… it was funny because they were all dressed up for homecoming and we weren’t since I’m not allowed to go… *sigh* oh well. It was a good time though.
Hardball :: Softball. Katelyn wants to play that.
Sleepless :: Night.
Graduation :: Party.
Presents :: Mine!
Toe :: Nail… ick.
Lotion :: I hate lotion… but I need it for my hands are coming apart because I wash them obsessively.
Snicker :: Guffaw.
Eve :: I almost thought that said eye.
Investment :: Plan.
Pain :: Owie.
So, this class is moving along really slowly. Maybe it just seems that way because all of my other classes meet fewer times a week and we have to do more, faster to get through all of the stuff on the syllabus. Iono. I have a tip for you though… when you go to college—unless you are already there—try to keep your stuff with you and not lose it or leave it somewhere and forget. And another tip… if you’re doing a group project and you’re a commuter… make sure your group knows so they don’t plan a meeting when you can’t be there.
I am also having dreams about being stuck in this class again… which Reeser does not find to be fun. I must be subconsciously thinking that I don’t spend enough time at school on Monday or Wednesday… so I dream that I’m there anyway. Just great. It needs to stop or I’ll get really annoyed… moreso than I already am, which is already pretty bad.
I also read a really good fairy tale… not good in that it wasn’t depressing or violent… but good in that it illustrates what the reading for this class is like. You should read it since it’s pretty short. It’s called “The Portuguese Duck”. This is the link…
Ah! No more Hamlet! Just kidding. I hate talking about literature now… I really don’t feel like I’ll ever really be able to grasp it and understand it like a literature major is supposed to. Not that I think there’s anything wrong with me having my major in that field… I just can’t be as deep as I am supposed to be. I’m a superficial writer… very superficial… so superficial that I thought the Charlie the Unicorn video was hilarious. Chris was getting annoyed with me when we went to the Winter Jams concert and I kept quoting it and talking like the pink/blue unicorns. He watched it when he went home though and agreed it was hilarious. “Charlieeeeeeeee!” ^_^
So, I’m not kicked out yet… Iono what’s going on. Friday I couldn’t get into the recording studio to try and get a signal… the big door was shut. Maybe I should’ve gone in anyway… Iono. I was feeling lazy Friday.
I tried to write a commercial for my school’s radio station… Iono… I couldn’t decide whether or not it should have been a PSA instead… our guidelines for PSAs and commercials didn’t really lend themselves to that topic. But, I guess it turned out a PSA anyway. Then I realized it was redundant. You can’t write a PSA for a radio station if the PSA is going to play on the radio. It’s just… silly. It turned out okay I guess… I didn’t like how I started it though. My voice was all weird.
I heard it on the interweb! Kind of… my connection speed is bad though, so it was stuttering. You kids can’t hear it yet still… sorry. I’ll let you know when you can though.
It’s so weird to have it only once a week now. Wish I didn’t feel awkward talking when other people were in the room.
So, I went to the Winter Jams concert with my Chris—I will turn him into a concert person yet!—and we went to the RadioU table so that I could ask about going back… I hafta e-mail Cole still, but hopefully I will be back volunteering soon.
Still working on selling the houses and stuff. The basement here is finally being finished, which is kind of nice. Timmy is upset because they closed this hole up that he found in the wall… I guess the guy working on our basement was afraid because someone else’s house that he worked on… well, the homeowner’s cat couldn’t be found and it was because it had gotten walled in and they had to rip the new walls out to get the cat out… poor kitty. I just told that story really badly, but I hope you get the idea.
So. I am asking questions about electives I want to take… I don’t want to sign up for a class and find out I hate it. That would be a no-no. I am also thinking about taking classes during the summer. Not this summer, but next summer. I want to take more than I can easily take in 2 more years… so I might just do a summer thing too. I realize I must be really ill because I’m seriously considering it… but what can I do?
So, that is all for to-day, kids. Thanks for reading and praying for me about all this crazy stuff.
Later days & God bless.
Reeser: You sound like you were so happy that, if you could, you’d have shot lasers out of your eyes!
Chris: Lasers of happiness that turn everything into flowers… of fire!