Oh. I did know.
My Wolf knew without doubt when I wrote my post from this past Dec. 31. And I believed him when I wrote that hurried, nervous post on Jan. 5.
But I knew a long time before then.
It was the primary thought in my mind when I wrote on 20 January 2011.
We speculated and prayed and weighed and he wore a snarl on his face the entire time…but because he heard the answer and knew it would be so. And I wanted to pretend I did not. That is more than two years ago.
I have known for a long time.